It's worse than ever

I adore you.... I love you.... But you can't do this to me.... It will make me desperate....



I was pleased because I have spoken honestly with you. Although you answered like above..... :( :( :( I don't know what must I feel. Happy? Sad? Dissapointed? Angry? Comfort? I'm really confused -___- I'm happy cause you said that you love me. Did you know I'm really happy? It is all I wish from you. I appreciated all you have done for me. But, what was wrong with all I did? Until you said I can't do this to you. What must I do? How long do I wait for you? My heart is not enough to keep all you did, all you said and all you felt :( You can't play my heart rudely and then, suddenly, you go away!!! You don't have to give such a damn like this to me! Watch myself please! Don't often look at yourself! Did you think my feeling? You have to feel to waiting so long but you don't get a sure! Will you do same like I do for you? I think you will not. If I'm angry, you never care. I'm always wrong and you're absolutely right. Why the fuckin' happened? I don't wanna lose you again but I'm tired. I'm sick with this condition. It's gonna make me crazy. Hopeless everytime. And just crying when I saw your tweet 'I take my time to get you.... I know you never understand' I thought I kill my heart slowly. Why do you say like that? If I never understand you, maybe I will have a relationship with other guy now. I'm still faith for you. I'm Faithful! I don't wanna throw this chance. I ignored you for twice and I wish it never happened for third. You're my whole heart and I hope it never change.........



I LOVE YOU SO HIGH
and I know, you do too.... :) I expect you reply what I have done just for you... :*